For those of you who have been following this account, no more entries will be made by Crimsonfatestar. She was murdered on September 11, 2009 just about a week after her last entry. This is her mother. She was taken way too soon and my talented daugher is gone forever.

Dreamscape vampires are essentially astral vampires that are able to enter into a person's dream, and feed from the life-force energies within the dream. They can be invisible observers in the dream, or they can manifest themselves within the dream. Some are able to influence the course of the dream.


well I'll be damned...

Maybe Jaken IS a vampire afterall XD

I WANT TO COSPLAY THIS D:!!!

and really.....I'm thinking I will in the future



damn you Vocaloid. DAMN YOU!!

It came in!!! I was getting worried cause there was no info about the package on the website and then all of a sudden, it just arrived at my door!! awesome!!! 



I look strange with black hair, but I like it!!

It's for my Rei cosplay.



I still have to finish the top, then I'll be done woo! now that I look the bangs are too long....but I can't bring myself to cut this wig, I love it too much! I love it especially when it's in my eyes, gaaaah!

YES IT"S ONLY A WIG FOLKS NO REAL HAIRCUT FOR ME!
ALSO IGNORE THE DATES ON MY CAMERA IT'S BEYOND SCREWED UP AND HAS BEEN FOR MONTHS

I decided a long time ago that Jaken is no longer a vampire. Why? cause he has no characteristics of a vamp...at all.

He started out as one, but as time went on, I started taking things away. 

-I took away the sun hurting him because I figured he needed more then just night time to stalk them.

-He never really drank blood either...

 

and then with no other real weaknesses, eh...yeah it just kinda fell away from him. I didn't want people coming to me and saying 'you ruined the good name of vampire ahhhhhh!' cause, I would never want to do that.

so, with that, the vampire race dies. There are now only 3 races in FoD, Sorcerers, Elementalists (name pending) and Humans (name pending?) 

What happened to Ninjas? yeeeah same reason as with the vamps, I didnt want to spoil the name that is Ninja (though Naruto beat me to it) 

I chose Elementalists because this race focuses on using the elements, but really the name is panding, though I have a feeling I may have to stick with it.

random FoD blog, signing out
 

there's a reason why I waited this long to finally see the movie; cause I wanted to see it in Imax and the theatre around us didn't offer it in Imax till the 29th (freakin Transformers) so yeah, went and saw it.

I...I really really liked it!

I mean, it seemed different in a way, but the acting was top notch. I thoroughly enjoyed just about everything in this movie, it was very entertaining. I think they hardly used the Imax feature though....I mean, in Tranformers Imax there were times when I thought the robots were going to swallow me, cause the SCREEN was going to swallow me. this time, they didn't even take advantage of all the screen space. I was so looking forward to feel like I was flying over the ocean when they were on the rock, but...nope....dang...

the first 15 minutes of it was in 3D though, which I guess is pretty cool but there wasn't much to really put in 3D so....yeah....

but speaking of the first 15 minutes, I really loved how they pretty much just continued straight from HP5, leaving you with that dread of 'oh right, he died...' that was ....wow...

makes me look forward to the final movie...er...movies...

just finished watching 'Let the right one in' and daaaaamn!

I already know I have to watch it again to get all the plot points down, but it was touching, emotional, sweet, intense...pretty much what a vampire love story is supposed to be! but most of all, it was so real. I imagine this could happen if vamps existed. And furthermore, this vamp didn't bother going to school, she killed when needed, lived off of HUMANS, and freaking BURNED in the sunlight. I also loved what happened to her when she went into a house without an invitation. CREEPY. and when she killed people o____o *shudders*


so yes :3


and......LJ is still running the AI ads with my artwork. see?



huh.

Homework assignment:  find a picture of 3D that you find really bad.



ZING!! take THAT Twilight fanbase XD

(seriously though, wtf is up with this wolf!? it's horrible! and then there's this-->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4w_Ybm0by8

someone please shoot me.)

Seriously someone actually said that the wolves looked more realistic because they did it CG. wtf. they'd be better off using dogs.

Just realized that Jisuk had tagged me. here we go.

Letter meme
1. Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter.
2. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter.
3. Post the list in your journal.
4. Give out letters to those who comment in return.

A

Anime
Actually, I like manga more, but when you find a reeeeally good series, my inner fangirl comes out....YAY 8D

Applesauce
mmmmm I love it so!

Ashwings
Her art has inspired me for years. I will continue to stalk love her.

Adachi
from Persona 4. that lovable..........goofy.......BASTARD

Antiques
I love the way things were built back then, so unique. I also love the lovely look of them =)

ANALOG TELEVISION
COME BAAAAACK!!!! D: the converter boxes SUCK!!! they are useless! I have no tv now! It was better with crappy analog! *tear*

Assassin's Creed
Amazing game, and great design. Can't wait for the 2nd one!

Altair
cause you gotta admit, asshole he may be, he is one smexy beast of a character 8D

April
It's when spring comes and it's the month I was born in! How much better can it get =)

Aeris
Well...the astrological sign really, cause I am one, but what the heck, Aerith is cool too!

(Special number 11--Aerith)
cause ........ its FF7 and shes dead. everyone loves a dead chick.

wow this actually turned out to be a good letter!!

I ask you. PLEASE grant me to patience to finish this one!....because I'd really like to....

an entire series....

SAMURAI CHAMPLOO ROCKS!!!

whew look at me guys I'm late to the party XD

the animation in XXXholic is very funny.

(so is the anatomy XD)

all these games coming out soon look so damn good!

Silent Hill Shattered Memories (which makes me really want to buy a wii)
Final Fantasy 13 (for a ps3 I dont even own yet)

and many, many more

GAAAAH something tells me I'm going to break down and get a job

done for Fate of Dreams. I'm working on the website and the place needs more reference art. Don't think I'm done with this, thus why it's here.

Since I've already started it and there's a LOT to this costume, here's a list of that.

I have 20 out of 34 items!
( Yuna List~ )

I hope I got everything o__o;

but when I looked it disappeared.


...(has only gotten one hour of sleep in the past 24 hours)

I think I should go to bed now...

I'll talk about Six Flags another time. yeah. went to Six Flags ALL DAY and it was GREAT and frustrating at the same time (eh I'll explain)

and I'm really getting addicted to Vocaloid. never thought that would happen...

(edit_and thus upon submitting this entry, I make that amazing discovery. (ad campaign) really...what? XD)

(wtf_and upon editing this entry, it popped up AGAIN. MOCK ME WILL YOU!? WELL I--should go to bed...)

I kiiiinda went on a cosplay shopping splurge today. Bought some things for future cosplays :3 and a sketch pad, yay~

so here's what I have collected for Rise thus far. (not today, but over time...)

[x]Pink Glasses (it's HARD to find normal pink glasses without disney princesses on it. thank you to claires)
[x]Earrings (clip-ons and white, but paint fixes all~ again, thank you to claires)
[x]Skirt (the one thing I thought I would never find. THRIFT STORES ARE AWESOME!!!)
[x]thigh high stockings (they are ordered though!! thank you amazon!)(they came in and they're perfect!!)
[x]white turtleneck (er...am I gonna find this?) (YES!! GO THRIFT STORE!)
[ ]top (I'm working on it)
[x]shoes (actually, they are the same shoes I used for Fuuka; not perfectly accurate, but...it's just shoes, and it saves money)

no wig cause I'm using my own hair. YAY NO HOT WIG THIS TIME 8D!!

I'm also happy cause I found yuna's pinky ring today. YAY for claires again! I also bought a lot of beads and paint to prepare for making Yuna's earrings and other bead accessories. I'm just wondering, where do people get those extremely long beads that hang off of her obi? o__O

sitting here, Code Geass came on. looks pretty interesting.

for some reason, it makes me think of Crimson. gaaaawd my underappreciated project. ....love yooou~

it makes me think, since I've been trying to draw the chars for them but I can never draw guys just standing casually I suppose. damn poses.

anyway, the real issue here, I'm thinking should the residents of Angelus Manor have uniforms of some sort? ...I guess it would seem kinda cool. more official anyway. I also blame my interest in uniforms lately on the Persona series. what? they have awesome uniform designs.

see, Angelus Manor is a secret military operation that was developed as a part of A.S.A.N.A., a series of shelters littered throughout the world in the events of a massive world war. annnd that's pretty much all the main information for that. I guess it IS like a school. It's kinda relaxed so...hm.

......only one person is going to read this :D and I can't sleep. ...my mouth is starting to hurt again. ...yaaaaay....

painting while recovering from surgery = fun

jesus christ on a cracker WHYYY

the wisdom teeth surgery couldn't have gone better, according to doctors. everything went perfectly fine. I passed out sleeping during it, thank god. I had a dream in a persona format, where I kept hanging out with friend and ranking up social links (is what I get when I played P4 all day before) and then I kept hearing drills and I felt something digging into my gums, but really...it kinda tickled. It felt, dare I say, good.

finally they woke me up and helped me into another room. everything on my face was numb and there was a bunch of gauze stuck in my mouth. Mom took me to whataburger to get a strawberry milkshake, where I had much difficulty eating it. Eating with a paralyzed mouth is strange. got lots of stares. I finally got it down though...

well, I slept a lot, waking up to a mouth full of blood each time. finally woke up feeling very hungry, but i could barely eat. started throwing up late last night. that hurt... finally got some good sleep after lots of meds and thank god my mouth stopped bleeding now, but my cheeks are swollen to high heaven. ow ow oww.... so sick of the taste of blood, dear god.